i am what i am

i am what i am

whatever God made me

that's what i am

and i can choose to put this burden down

and just live and do



a miracle

a mother taking her child to buy his costume

and cooking for him

and taking care of her mom

and talking with her

and paying attention to her friends

listening, crying with them, living with them




you can't say it all right

just say what comes to mind

whatever comes out is what has to be

and if i loose freinds like i sometimes do

call them back again

and tell them you love them

and don't want to loose their friendship

that you're just an ass sometimes

and whatever will be will be

trust in devine providence



whatever i did is what had to be

and whatever happens has to happen




God made us free

do what you want

like in an election

and you will get an answer




everything brings an answer

but

behind it all

is the father's endless love




but there's no need to kow

because the choices work themselves out



shit



i think i'm moving to the bhuddist camp

just don't think

and do what comes up



writing whatever comes to mind helps me clear it up






el aguijón de la muerte es el pecado, y el poder del pecado, la ley. Mas sean dadas a Dios, que nos da la victoria por medio de nuestro Señor Jesucristo" (1 Corintios 15.55-57).
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ADAM AND EVE

consider

I like everybody
it may sound corny
but i do
maybe sometimes in the middle
i've wanted to kick some butt
but always i'm back
to
they are soooo interesting

the depths of what has this meant for me only just hit me
it has meant
that i've lived
surrounded by people i liked
an enourmous
edible egg

()

When the arcangel Michael
was disputing with the devil
over Moses's body
he did NOT bring against him JUDGEMENT
but rather said
God rebuke thee (Jude 1:9)




-working on this non-judgement thing-





Nada es inmundo en si mismo
mas para el que piensa que lo es
para el lo es (Rom 14:14)

TODAS las cosas a la VERDAD son limpias
(Rom 14:20)

Tienes tu fe? Tenla para contigo delante de Dios.
Bienaventurado el que no se condena a si mismo
en lo que aprueba  (Rom 14:22)


-the world lives up to your beliefs-



a bruised reed
shall he not break
and the smoking flax
shall he not quench
he shall bring forth JUDGEMENT
onto TRUTH (Is 42:3 KJV)

what will it be?

And the Lord looked upon the earth
and behold
it was very GOOD
and it was the 6th day
(Gen 1:31)
and for all of the days of your life
REST and TRUST in this




I DECLARED IT FROM THE BEGINNING
YHWH




I did it BECAUSE I did it
It happened because it happened
whatever i did had to be
whatever happened had to happen
whatever will be will be
like the wind and the rocks and the rain

want it
do it
whatever happens has to happen
AND IS TOWARD ULTIMATE GOOD



For this is pleasing and acceptable
before God Our Lifegiver,
He who WILLS that ALL people shall be saved,
and shall be converted to the knowledge of the truth.
2 Timothy 2:3

The Lord is NOT WIILING that any should perish
But that all should come to repentance
2 Peter 3:9

I WILL DO all my pleasure (Is 46:10, is 55:11-12)
Whatever the Lord WILLS, that DID He (Ps 115:3)

As surely as I live, declares the Sovereign LORD,
I take no pleasure in the death of the wicked,
but rather that they turn from their ways and LIVE.
TURN!
(Ez 33:11)

It is not up in heaven, so that you have to ask,
“Who will ascend into heaven to get it and proclaim it to us so we may obey it?”
Nor is it beyond the sea, so that you have to ask,
“Who will cross the sea to get it and proclaim it to us so we may obey it?”
No, THE WORD is very near you;
it is in your mouth and in your HEART that you may DO IT.
(Dt 30:12, Romans 10:6)

Whatever you desire for yourself, DO for others
DO unto others as you would have others do unto you
This is the Law and the Prophets
Christ

Do not do unto others what you wouldn't want uthors to do to you
this is the Law and the prophets
Hillel



imagine whatever you want
God is MORE
more than all created thing
more than all the Universe
MORE



And there was Adam and Eve
and the Birds and the Bees and the Flowers and the Trees
and the whole of creation
and the LORD YOUR GOD
and that's IT!!!


There will be an answer
let it be let it be

Quien de nosotros morará con el fuego consumidor?
Quien de nosotros habitará con las llamas eternas?
El que camina en justicia y habla lo recto
el que aborrece la ganancia de violencia
el que sacude sus manos para no recibir cohecho
el que tapa sus oidos para no oid propuesta sanguinarias
el que cierra sus ojos para no ver cosa mala
Is 33:14

Jehova es nuestro juez
Jehova es nuestro legislador
Jehova es nuestro rey
El mismo nos salvará
Is 33:22

He will get us there

mi amigo de todos los tiempos
cuanto te amo
countless endless ways
gracias amante divino
por no olvidarte de mi

walter my most beloved
companion of so battles home

gracias por todos los angeles que pusistes en mi camino
para decirme cosas lindas
gracias por todos las lindas personas
que aliviaron mis dias
gracias por todos los besos y caricias
por las manos que me sostuvieron
y los brazon que me apurrucharon
y las lindas damas que se rieron de mi

si no quieres que yo lo sepa
no se lo digas a mi hijo
jajaja
diles las lindas palabras de amor que deseas decirme a mi
cantale las bellas canciones que me cantarias a mi
bailales como me bailarias a mi
hablales de amor
gozo y pasion
y
hazles reir
puro gozo y amor
y
si no puedes mas
pega un grito
duro alto y fuerte
jajaja

ella quiere

un negro
duro alto fuerte

un cubano
coraje candente

un karateka
corazon de espada recta
1 Kings 19:11-12
una Fuente
madre fiel y sincera
inspiracion
mi compañera

una amiga sincera
que me da su mano franca
cardos ni orugas cultiva
cultiva
rosas blancas

y lirios de muchos colores

los ejemplos que miro
cuando no se que hacer

antes de morirme quiero
hechar mis versos del alma

tell it like it is
it is what it is






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I AM

from my son:

a boy was a beautiful high peak
he climbed up to the heights
when he reached the top
the wind was very cold
he walked down
and there at the side of the mountain he met a Bhuddist monk
and told the monk how the bus had left him behind
the monk invited him to live and learn with him
and one day
the bus came again
and wanted to sue the monk
for keeping the boy
but the monk sued back
and won the suit
and instead of money
requested
the bus must come regularly DT 33
to pick up
and
bring children



mi corazon gozó de todo mi trabajo
esa fue mi parte de toda mi faena Ecl 2:10

everything serves a purpose
if only to remember what doesn't work

no se alaba tanto el que ciñe las armas
como el que las desciñe 1K 19:11 TAO

En descanso y en reposo sereis salvos;
en quietud y en confiaza sera vuestra fortaleza IS 30:15 TAO

Este es el reposo
dad LIBERTAD al cansado IS 28:12

Transformaos por medio de
la renovacion de vuestro entendimiento Ro 12:2

This is mind and body dropped - Zen
Be the koan

TODO lo hizo hermoso Ecl 3:11

LIFE full of laughter

Trust
in a shared furture of Peace
the creative power of
LOVE
builds

you have the skills
we will create the odds
the future is a boundless seascape

When you spread power instead of hoarding it
you discover benefits you couldn't have imagined in advance
Once you give power away
all sorts of unplanned efficiencies emerge
peer production
SHARING
-the Age of the Unthinkable

Whatever situations we have created, whatever lies, mistakes and failed views we have held, whatever we've sown with fear or greed, can be redeemed.

you are God's perfect child
devinely endowed
with God's full faith and trust
divinely inspired

every event
contains the seed
of a bountifull future
this is the seed we water

Life everafter
is
LIFE
full of laughter
Life full of laughter
with you

unarmed TRUTH and unconditional love will have the final word
-Ghandi and Martin Luther King Jr.

amen

TURN IT AROUND

cat
imagine a better way

meow

what does it mean
to be what i want to see in the world

mer

im the type to say what i behold

twolip
and seeeee what is n't there

who am i to tell you - track 13 -Now 33
a thing

JOY
Act without attachment to outcome. -Bhagavad Ghita

a plan never goes to waste

RACHEL SNYDER:
"Why bother asking a question when you've already decided that only ONE outcome could possibly be the right one? "

"An unexpected result might actually turn out to be better than what you hoped for."

"If you think small, if you believe that your own mind contains every single potential outcome, you miss an INFINITE UNIVERSE of possible scenarios."

every event that befalls you is the best possible event that could occur
no other event could benefit you to a greater degree
-Chris Prentiss

from within
individually and collectively
solutions
readem and weappppppppp
if you want to

kick off
fly ball
kiss my asssssssss

i could kick you
assssss
throw you down
beat you under
and then
i'd pick uou up
mama

according to me -track 14 -Orianthi NOW 33

but according to Him -track 14 Orianthi NOW 33
everything hell ever wanted
and will never get

momma can birth
bring em up
feed em everyday
and turn her back on FREEDOM
just to see her children grown

say you did it toooooo
me tooo

mama she's crazy
crazy over you
-the Judds

Estamos al horno - Fabian
What are we cooking ?
and if you think the words ain't right
re-interpret

TURN IT AROUND

we're going to rock around the clock tonight
rock rock rock
till broad daylight

todos los dias voy disfrazada
de vendedora
pero
i would love to be a buyer
who am i

what do you want from ? track 13 -NOW 33
be
be what you want to see in the world

with the clock still ticking
the competitors turned back
retraced their steps to the point where they had begun
and picked up their fallen friend

and
walked together to the finish
each finishing in their own way
all at the same time
-Issaiah Effect -Gregg Braden

Love Outside the Limits

RELEASE

meow

THE SPIRIT OF AMERICA

The Sacredness of Life

all that i'm after
is LIFE
full of laughter
all that still matters is love everafter
-Life After You -Daughter -track 11 NOW 33


got to stop looking up ahead on the time that we're given
if this is all we got then we gotta stop thinking

every second counts on a clock that is ticking
got to live like we're dying

gotta turn it all around while we still got a say before we throw it all away
gotta live like we're dying
-Live like we're Dying -Kris Allen -track 12 NOW 33


The real voyage of discovery
is not in discoverying new lands
but in seeing with new eyes
-Marcel Proust-


the ultimate observer
works a labor of love

raw overflowing life
red orange canyons streaked in pink
swirling deep vaginal crevices
hot dry winds gushing rivers of no return
red warrior ant
on a wind swept primal plain
carrying
a blade of grass

whispers

from the Tree of Life
a drum beats on the edge of a plain
beat of the ancient mother
a heart that's all so true

a wise old grandmother
indian mother of many daughters
sat surrounded by the children
and told
how
the further from the Tree of Life
the emptier life

hip hop don't stop make it pop
zip zap on the clock

break me down
buildme up
ooolala
love love love
i want you lovi'n
you and me could write a bad romance
rumba rumble rawmama
workme workit
je t'adore
-Bad Romance-Lady Gaga - track 2 - NOW 33

told you dirty jokes until you smiled
You were lonely for a man
I said take me as I am
-You may be right - Billy Joel


bedrock

and a friend calls
a cup of soup

a kind word
can I help with the kids

hi
how's your dad?

how bout lunch
you know i'm there for you

sunshine
what's new

let's bring it back


earth
she's one of us too
the children cry to her
life
in all its expression

i'm working it

all that i'm after
is LIFE
full of laughter
all that still matters is love everafter
-Life After You -Daugher -track 11 NOW 33

Be the Way
Make a way in the wilderness

INSPIRATION - I had to tell you in song

I was Listening to the Beatles' album "1"
They say Inspiration comes from the Source:

"Love, Love me do
you know I love you
I'll always be true"
-track 1

"If there's anything that you need
just call on me and I'll send it along
with love
from me
to you

I've got everything that you want
like a heart that's all so true

I've got arms that long to hold you
and keep you by my side
I've got lips that long to kiss you
and keep you satisfied
-track 2

and at that moment
my Mom came and game me a check, 'I don't want you to worry"


"baby said she's mine
she tells me all the time
you know she said so

I'm so glad
that she's my little girl

she's so glad
she's telling all the world

that her baby buys her things
you know
He buys her diamond rings
you know
she said so

she's in love with me"
-track 7


by My Spirit
Fight Nothing
by INSPIRATION


1
Best Way to accomplish a goal
Give away the credit

2
Best way to sell a self-made man,
Let him think it's his idea

= No resistance =

3
nothing for them to fight against
only
themselves
to create

"and we sailed off into the Sun
into a sea of dreams"
-track 15

4
and then
there's Wordless Teaching - Tao
Be the Way


'Love is all you need
Love you
yeah yeah yeah

you say yes
I say no
you say stop
I say go
go go go

you say goodbye
and I say hello
I don't know why you say goodbye
I say hello

I say high
you say low
you say why
I say Don't no"
-track 19 re-interpreted

5
"I want to hold your hand
I want to hold you hand and and"


"Did you think that money was heaven sent?"
knee deep madona
children at your feet
wonders how you managed to feed the Way
sounders how you managed to make ends meet"
-track 20 re-interpreted

"She may be right. She may be crazy
maybe
It's a miracle you're looking for"
-Billy Joel -re-interpreted


"Hey Jude, don't make it bad
take a sad song
and make it better
remember to let her into your heart
then you can start
to make it better
Hey Jude
don't be afraid
you were made to go out and get her
the minute you let her under your skin
then you begin
to make it better

and anytime you feel a pain
Hey Jude refrain
don't carry the world upon your shoulders"
-track 21 ('Let the Spirit into your heart')

"get back
get back
get back to where you once belonged"
-track 22 ('turn back and I will take you back in love')

"ain't got nothing but love babe
8 days a week
I love you"
-track 8

to my friend
baby
you've got rythm

"There will be and answer
let it be, let it be, let it be, let it be
whisper words of wisdom e
let it BE"
-track 26

9
"when I get you alone
when I'm home
everything seems all right
when I'm home
feeling you holding me tight
it's been a hard days night
when I get home
I find the things that you do.... make me feel alllllll right"
-track6
she's got a ticket to ride
but she don't care
-track 9

Endless Love