“Courage doesn't always roar. Sometimes courage is the quiet voice at the end of the day saying, "I will try again tomorrow.” - Mary Ann Radmacher

Monday, November 8, 2010

I will pour out my SPIRIT on all people

Church scared the Hell out of me



It did something else tooo

It scared me away from God



I recently read about the Calvinist support for apartied

and I remembered a preaching from when I was really young

about how the black race was cursed

and the overwhelming feeling that God woulndn't choose from the first

for an entire group of people to be cursed

and it drove me away from God

it made me wonder

if any of the words were true

if even the idea of God were true

if this one idea was soooo wrong

was anything true and real?





without darkness we wouldn't know light

without hard we wouldn't know soft

without sound we wouldn't know silence




immeresed in a sea of endless silence,
would we know what silence means





maybe i needed the separation

for a little while

to know

what wasn't there

to interpret free from other's interpretations








am I more merciful than the creator of all the universe ?
that didn't add up.



why does evil prosper???

Why do bad things happen to good people?




Finally i have my answer



Without Sound I wouldn't understand Silence
without Hard I wouldn't understand Soft
Without Darkness I wouldn't know Light



?Mom, is this all there is?

? Mom, what happens when we die?

?if my body is dead, and my memories are all in my brain cells, how will I remember anything?



Today, we can look back and see the beginning of the Universe, long before man appeared on earth. It's all there, recorded in light. Maybe one day we will have the equipment to see a race being born on a far off planet millions of years ago, and forward to any time in its history.. Maybe all we have to do is catch the light from its different positions in it journey through the skies.



mom, how do you know God



where o where are you tonight

why have you left me

here all alone



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Pues si vosotros siendo malos sabeis dar buenas dadivas a vuestros hijos, cuanto mas vuestro Padre que está en los cielos dara buenas cosas a los que le piden"
Mt 7:11



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LOVE

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